5:30 am

is when i went to sleep last night/this morning. i got in bed around 5:30, didn't sleep until 6 something.

this is me at 4-something saying, "i dont wanna sleep!"


it was actully nice... seeing the pre-sunrise light, which i think is absolutely wonderful. i wish i could see it more often, but alas, i love sleep. i really did think of waiting to watch the sun rise, but my heart just wasnt in it...

woke up around 10. my first thought was "COFFEE". however, that didn't quite happen.

BUT i stopped by Heavenly Cup today and got a spendid acai, pomegranate, and blueberry smoothie. it was amazing.

crazy thing: i turned on MTV today, and saw a music video. WHAT??!! i know, CRAZY!! its been soooo long!!! maybe they'll start to actually play music again...? doubtful huh?

so while driving around today, i was thinking... because i had to run errands, and i felt all grown-up and responsible. i thought of how these last few weeks i've been freaking out because it seems like suddenly i have all these choices to make. i'm starting to realize now that my entire life i've been making choices. it's not something new to me, or anyone. we make choices constantly. now, it's just different choices i have to make. i have different responsibilities. everything is just different, not more necessarily. it's not the number of decisions, but the way those decisions are made.


#1217: Occasionally leave a quarter in the change return slot of a pay phone. Somebody always checks.

#1218: When in doubt, smile.

i was lucky to get two great ones in a row =)

song of the moment:

"seventeen years" by ratatat [turn it up loud and DANCE!] "lex" and "mirando" are also great

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