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"too much stuff, too many places, too much information, too many people, too much of things for there to be too much of, there is too much to know and i don't know where to begin but i want to try."

Tuesday, December 29, 2009


things can't help but go to shit.
just because it happens a lot doesn't mean that you're ever ready for it, or that it ever stops hurting so much.
it will always be a shock, and it will always be painful.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

12/22: ohio

star-streaked speck
combating a blaze [fitting memento]
a minute telescope
something right [just system]
the city hidden
ominously empty
bigger, hotter, and closer to home
until dark.

this looks a lot cooler in person. i found random words in a natgeo and made this poem out of them. THIS was my inspiration. i think i've found a new hobby.

Monday, December 14, 2009

hahahaha oh fuck

C+ in math.
hello, mediocre GPA.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

intensifying love


i heard them live last summer on a whim, and was not expecting to fall so in love with their music.

this is them performing a track [O.N.E.] from their new album Odd Blood, which is being released in february. SO EXCITED. their first album was amazing, and i'm sure this one will be just as good, if not better.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

so much time

now that classes are done for the quarter, i have time to do all the things i want/need to do, which include cleaning my room, making/finishing some art projects, looking for a job, christmas shopping, experimenting with my new camera, thrifting... the list goes on. so far i've just downloaded a lot of new music and watched a lot of tv and movies. i have better hopes for next week though =)
someone join me for tea, please?

Friday, December 4, 2009


ho hum.
i can't wait until wednesday afternoon when i'll be done with all of this.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


i do not know what's going on in the real world, besides that december 1st is world AIDS day. i seriously spend too much time in my own head, sorting out my nonsense.
thank you, soogie, for helping me remember how FAT i am. sigh.
in other news, i need a coffee/tea buddy because i can drink only so many lonely cups of tea at home. and people to photograph, because i can take only so many photos of clouds and walls.