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"too much stuff, too many places, too much information, too many people, too much of things for there to be too much of, there is too much to know and i don't know where to begin but i want to try."

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

a spotless mind?

in so many states
like joel and clem
but i hope you don't erase me
from your memory
perhaps it's better if you do
perhaps it's better if i do
instead of thinking about how
we're in too many states
with
too many miles
separating us time
and time again
feeling the same
echo pull
my soul to yours
not sure how to stop
these dreams and desires
not sure if i want to
stop the chaotic lust
drinking about you
filling empty nights
filling empty thoughts
hoping they weren't
empty memories
empty now lying awake
dreaming of the way
you used to fill me
with your affection, your body,
your time now so
separate from mine
and i wonder if
there will be a time
when we exist
as something again

lately it has been a lot of nostalgia and wishful thinking. i miss her terribly.

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