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"too much stuff, too many places, too much information, too many people, too much of things for there to be too much of, there is too much to know and i don't know where to begin but i want to try."

Friday, December 10, 2010

12/10/10, pieces of my journal

I don't want to do this anymore. I can't do
this anymore. I can't sit and wait while
the world laughs at me, calls me stupid, watches me
self-destruct. I can't be what anyone wants me
to be. I can't pretend that everything's okay
when it's not. Every lie is multiplying and I'm
becoming too trapped to do anything. I am unfolding
on stage, but the curtains are drawn, the spotlight's
dimmed, the theatre half-empty.

2 comments:

Soogie said...

no one is laughing at you.
that's just what you think...
honestly..

i misses you~~

Tomibelle said...

It's true -the 'world' doesn't give two shits. Fit in. Don't Fit. Be happy. Don't be happy. Find your way. Be lost... We all die anyway.