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Friday, September 18, 2009
9/18/09: the sadness
i laid in the light and waited for my salvation. none came but an overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, uselessness, a freedom within from the forces without. i enjoyed the pain, the stinging, scorching pain that reminded me i was human. my weakness manifested, my lies no more. i laid still and felt the warmth that ran from my eyelids down into the depth of my heart. the sheets soft, the light rigid. the house a filter. such nonsense, keeping my soul locked away. but it's all i can do to stop, to dull, to delay the sadness.
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I know, right? But it just feels good to be reassured of something.
And someday we are going to explore the Short North (and that grafitti place) with cameras :D
funny. i use work/studying to delay everything.
study for nothing.
or cook things.
*^^*
actually, i AM gonna be around campus.. im having lunch with a newbie international student.. (a sorta long/short annoying story) so i think i'd be there around 12ish til 1:30~2 ish.. i think...>.<
i can show you around campus after that tho! and we can walk around taking pictures and stufffff, since i JUST learned how to put film in my camera.. YAYAYAYAY!
tomorrow is cool! i can show up after lunch-ish! i wanted to go for buckifrenzy anywayyyyzz.. >.<
slash, i need to find an excuse to buy more film..
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