oh no. haven't updated or written on here in about a month.
sigh.
who's reading anyway?
it's been a busy time, strangely.
losing jobs, looking for jobs, holidays, leaves changing, weather changing - always.
i fall in love every day
and every night i lie down to mystery.
i'm content, i'm confused, i'm excited,
everything's jumbled up in my head
and i think i'm happy with it.
i'm watching a documentary about a new york fashion photographer.
my biggest decision at this moment is what color i'm going to paint my nails next.
i'm missing my boyfriend's touch.
i'm full from spinach alfredo pizza.
these things won't matter tomorrow.
or maybe they will, who knows.
soon it will be december and winter.
i don't know if i'm ready.
well, of course i'm ready.
i know deep down i can't live in the past.
i've been living there too long.
maybe i'll look ahead with... enthusiasm? without fear?
i'm full of shit, but tomorrow will still come.
and i'll be here to soak in the light through windows, through cracks, through chill air, through snowflakes... reflected in lovers' eyes, absorbed directly in tangled hair.
i'll sleep soundly in the gentle flow of life.
About Me
- alia
- "too much stuff, too many places, too much information, too many people, too much of things for there to be too much of, there is too much to know and i don't know where to begin but i want to try."
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(urgh, now I feel slightly sad because I kept forgetting to comment on how much I liked your last post... but that's okay because I'm telling you now! You are just really great with imagery!)
(also, feeling the same about winter/ the rapidly approaching future)
I'm here. I think about you more than you know. And, I've read all your posts...
I want to bake them so badly! But then I know that I wouldn't save any for anyone else, which is what I've been planning to try... They just look so delicious, I'd eat most of them by myself. Haha!
One of their songs showed up on my tumblr dash, and I liked how it sounded so I went to youtube to see if there were any more songs by the artist. Is it sad that I've been finding a lot of my new music on tumblr...?
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