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"too much stuff, too many places, too much information, too many people, too much of things for there to be too much of, there is too much to know and i don't know where to begin but i want to try."

Thursday, January 21, 2010

maybe, maybe.

maybe, maybe i should learn to be happy here.
i'm so confused.
i have a loud voice in my head saying to me, "GO BACK TO NEW YORK."
and then there's another voice saying, "STAY HERE AND WORK OUT THE MESS YOU'VE GOTTEN YOURSELF INTO."
everywhere i feel so limited; and everywhere i feel so much potential, so much hope.
i just don't know.
i know it's my life, and i need to decide what i want to do with it. but i can't seem to decide, and i don't know when i will ever be able to. and that scares me so much.


Geneviéve Cuva said...

I believe in you.

(the word verification was "buccu", and now all I can think about is bucca di beppo. Thanks, blogger.)

Soogie said...

eggfast??? sounds goooooood.. *^^*

wednesday, okayokay??

where is it??