sometimes

things can't help but go to shit.
just because it happens a lot doesn't mean that you're ever ready for it, or that it ever stops hurting so much.
it will always be a shock, and it will always be painful.

12/22: ohio

star-streaked speck
combating a blaze [fitting memento]
a minute telescope
something right [just system]
under
trap
the city hidden
ominously empty
bigger, hotter, and closer to home
burning
burning
until dark.

this looks a lot cooler in person. i found random words in a natgeo and made this poem out of them. THIS was my inspiration. i think i've found a new hobby.

hahahaha oh fuck

C+ in math.
hello, mediocre GPA.

intensifying love

yeasayer:

i heard them live last summer on a whim, and was not expecting to fall so in love with their music.

this is them performing a track [O.N.E.] from their new album Odd Blood, which is being released in february. SO EXCITED. their first album was amazing, and i'm sure this one will be just as good, if not better.

so much time

now that classes are done for the quarter, i have time to do all the things i want/need to do, which include cleaning my room, making/finishing some art projects, looking for a job, christmas shopping, experimenting with my new camera, thrifting... the list goes on. so far i've just downloaded a lot of new music and watched a lot of tv and movies. i have better hopes for next week though =)
someone join me for tea, please?

FINALS

ho hum.
i can't wait until wednesday afternoon when i'll be done with all of this.

december?!

i do not know what's going on in the real world, besides that december 1st is world AIDS day. i seriously spend too much time in my own head, sorting out my nonsense.
thank you, soogie, for helping me remember how FAT i am. sigh.
in other news, i need a coffee/tea buddy because i can drink only so many lonely cups of tea at home. and people to photograph, because i can take only so many photos of clouds and walls.